
Personal Energy Persona: To consider our self as pure energy. Energy is the language of the universe. Most of the energy within our own personal energy persona is subconscious. AS such, our unresolved subconscious is the dominant factor working with the law of attraction.
When we consider our self as energy, we can imaging having different energy elements within our self that are a reflection of how we live our life. Just imagining this seems a little different. But when we consider our self as energy, it is there we can imagine our subconscious elements. If I have a lot of suppressed anger within my personal energy persona. Stored in my sub-conscious energy. I can imagine a strong, dense field of energy within my energy persona. As I sit here and read this, I may not be able to feel any aspect of this subconscious energy within me. But I can imagine it.
When we see others react with an intense emotional outburst, like road-rage, it doesn't take much imagination to visualize this intense field of old energy from their past coming to the surface of their consciousness and filling them with this emotion, only to subside back into their sub consciousness once they calm down.
When we have unresolved emotional elements within our energy persona, we have a beacon of energy that is there 24/7 attracting to us people and events that are mirrors to this subconscious energy. To become conscious of the notion of undetectable energy within our self as our unexpressed emotions, beliefs, or sense of self. perhaps we can start to see patterns in our relationships that have us posturing and protecting our own vulnerable space.
Every time we don't allow our feelings and emotions to be expressed, the energy they create is pushed into our subconscious. If there is a particular emotion or emotions we do not allow our self to express, then we have been slowly adding energy to our personal energy persona. And over decades of this, we end up with a substantial amount of energy within us. This is how we get dis-ease. And a sense of struggle. When we have accumulated so much energy, we tend to start to protect it from becoming upset within us. We concede situations to avoid confrontation. This makes our world get smaller and smaller. We can no longer be intimate with others. We become vested in keeping our day in and day out routines a safe place to be. This protective behavior consumes our daily energy levels and we feel tired all the time. This makes us more and more stuck.
Most of our personal energy, from a purely energetic point of view, is subconscious. We tend to make default decisions without even becoming aware that we are doing it. We have become vested in a particular outcome and we constantly choose the same way. This is how we protect our self from becoming upset by unexpected events in our life. We automatically rule out decisions that might put us in a vulnerable situation. We avoid conflicts and confrontation to keep our subconscious energy safe. In the process, we discount what we want and concede the situation(s) to keep our self safe. This makes our world get smaller and smaller. We are actually protecting the very thing that inhibits our true spiritual Self from coming online.
Being a spiritual person revolves around acceptance and forgiveness. This opens up the way for us to start to see the truth of who we really are. When we have unexpressed feelings and emotions inside of us, we inevitably posture with the people and situations that might stir it up. We can not be very spiritually inclined if we are posturing with our life events.
What I am getting at here is that until we release the unexpressed feeling and emotions within us, we will not progress very far on our spiritual journey. The good news is that it doesn't have to be wallowing in all the old stuff we have been avoiding. By working with it as just energy, we can release it without the baggage it represents. The beauty of it is we don't even try to determine where it came from, we just let it release and be done with it. Thus freeing up our personal energy to get through the day. And releasing the need to posture and protect any subconscious aspects of our self. This allows us to focus on what we really want. And when we are focused, our energy is focused and centered on what we want to manifest in our life. There isn't subconscious energy that is contradicting what we want to attract to our self..